I have been reading the concepts such as soulmates and twin flames of late. I'm liking both the concepts, though the people who speak about these concepts do not furnish any proofs on the existence of such things. The ideas seems to be very nice. Out of soulmates and twin flames, the concept of twin flames looks good. The idea of loving someone unconditionally and being loved unconditionally. But, while reading such things, I'm analyzing my own feelings. I doubt, if at all I have a brain wiring that can love someone, let apart loving unconditionally. The neural science says that, the brain wiring for unconditional love exists and is different.
I was telling my brother, post my decision about separation from Mr.D. that, I don't feel that I'm a marriageable feminine recipe. When he asked why I feel so, I admitted my inability to close my eyes towards the mistakes (major according to me), that Mr.D. and his family has done. At times, closing eyes might save marriages, I said.
But what I realize these days is that, probably I do not need a man to complete my life. I don't say that having a man in life is a nuisance. But, I think I'll survive and live contented much better, if I do not have a truthful and trustworthy partner. I wouldn't regret that.
Now, back to the emotion of love. I do not know what is love. The most closest feelings that I had developed till now for my dear and near ones are respect, empathy, sympathy, consideration, concern etc.. But love, I doubt if I have love for someone. Or might be love is combinations of such feelings towards someone. I don't know.
For Maria, it's a different feeling. It's all these feelings combined with responsibility. Responsibility to bring up, this little soul in the best possible way. Is it love? Again, I do not know.
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