Today, I had to share my story to Dr. Banumathy, my physician. It was a regular monthly checkup for my RA. It was very painful for me to hear her say,

          "Stay strong and brave.
           What else can go wrong in one's life further.
           You have had enough and nothing can go worse than your past and present."


Her words were deep. Yes, it's true! What else can go wrong in my life now.

    - To have a narsistic abusive mother. How many times I had wished that having no mother would have been better.
    - To have an abusive brother, who could even sexually abuse me and who maintains the smear campain against me among all the near and known ones of my life.
   - Having been married to a narisicist who abused me physically, emotionally, and financially.
   - PhD struggle together with needing to take care of my daughter, single handedly.
   - The diseased mind and body; depression, scary dreams, Rhematoid Arthritis and the pains.

Yes, she said right! What else can go wrong in my life now!!