All of a sudden, a feeling of complete loneliness surrounds me. It is disrupting my life. A life to be lived alone ahead is making me feel scary. I fear that these recurrent thoughts of worthlessness and loneliness would again push me into more deeper levels of depression.
I wish I could cry. But I cant'.
I wish that I could erase my past. But I can't. I have to live with it. I have to push myself to live on this earth all alone. There is no one to help me out. Yes, I feel I'm all alone.
At times, I simply wish that I vanish from this earth for ever and ever. But I can't.
I wish that I'm being loved. Being cared. Being touched.
The fear outpour every cell of mine. It amasses my mind, body and soul, and chokes me. I wish there is an end to these feelings. It's aching.
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