Into the woods

To vanish into the woods is my dream,
From these pains, into the regime.
A life so pristine, warmth so true,
A suit for me to hold my life anew.

To run away is my motto now,
To accept this, is what I'm scared;
Is this cowardice, I'm distressed,
To show your weakness is a crime indeed.

But why bother, O my heart in pain,
I keep asking this, though in vein.
But why bother, O my heavy heart,
Your distress is all that puts you apart.

Betrayed and expelled are feelings strong,
But the lessons come along are lifelong.
People call it fate; God has plans, some say,
But my heavy heart is now at supreme dismay.

An exult is not all I'm waiting for,
The craving is just for your cozy lap.
To have some sleep undisturbed,
And your arms around me, when I'm awake.

Depressed and distressed, I wait,
To be there with you, my woods dearest.