And Ah, after two weeks of treatment at Ayurmana I have good news!
Physically, I'm feeling much better. Though my weight has not come down too much, I have reduced a quite a lot of inches, having reduced my inflammations. And the pains too have reduced a lot. The body feels much lighter now, the stiffness has been reduced, and my joints are in better condition now. The doctors say that RA medicines can be reduced. I wish so too.
And my brain is generating new hopes now, a feeling that I have lost for years. I'm able to make distinction between realities and the imaginative dreams that hold. And I'm able to accept my past, and my brain cooperated with me in making positive affirmations.
Yesterday, after Virechana(purgation), I felt that I need to reduce my medicine dosages. And you know, I'm getting such a feeling after such a loooong time! I'm feeling like hugging Maria(she is away with Mr.D. now). I feel love for her. The burdensome feeling of bringing her up as a single mother is moving out. I feel, now, that after my PhD and into a job, I will do good!
I feel a desire for my well being! And these are new emotions for me!!
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