Mr.D. moved out of house on Saturday. Though I have asked a time period of six months of staying away, he said "As you said two months of separation I will stay away for two months." The point is that, he wants to take Maria to his hometown during Christmas holidays for his niece's baptism.
The wonder is that he still believes that there is some point in continuing this marital relation. According to him, reconciliation is possible. But, my question is, who has to reconcile here? He or Me? The sad answer happens to be Me. That is I need to forget, forgive, and continue this relation so that they would their current luxurious and easy going life ahead!
After Mr.D. moved out, no one called me, though Amma and my brother were aware that he is moving out. No one called me till day to ask about my state. Yesterday I then called Amma, to check if I can book her tickets. Then she asked if Mr.D. has moved out. And, not surprisingly, she is hesitant to come and help me out.
I do not, why the Universe(or God) has created my life this way. To be lonely by birth is what I have undergone. These are one of the most difficult stages of my life. Still, even the womb that carried me seems to not to be concerned of my state.
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