Friday, October 5, 2018

At this moment

It's 9.30pm IST, here in Mumbai. I'm feeling extremely tired and depressed today. I really wish that I could fall onto someone's hands and cry out my heart for a few minutes. 

All was well in the morning. Maria had fever and her exams are going on. Her class teacher suggested that she can take exam on another day if she wants. The girl is not happy with the idea of taking exam alone on another day and hence was firm on giving her exam today itself. So, I took her for the exam and waited for the entire duration of exam, on the primary section's corridor, with John Medina's Brain Rules as my company. 

But somehow, there were more things that happened today. I don't even feel like writing them down. But I'm feeling all lone, lethargic and drawn out today. 

And how I wish that I'm able to cry my heart out and be out of this depression episode.

And, O heart, heart, heart!
O these bleeding drops of red!!
What on earth, would stop you from bleeding,
For therapeutics for such pains are yet to be known!!

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